Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

She is absolutely right and I can attest to it. I started the affair with my black lover Darryl just very casually, looking for some fun and some fire in my drab day-to-day existence with my husband and children. But the very first time I went to bed with him, I knew it wasn't casual. And HE knew it, too. He also knew that he could have anything with me he wanted. He saw it in my eyes. I would have married him had he said the word, I would have dumped my family and lived for him, but he has never asked, not wanting to leave his black wife and family. But when he calls, I go. Every single ** time. He really truly does own me just like she said it. It's ownership. And not only do I not want to ** my husband anymore, I don't ** him. Haven't ** him even once in the over 18 months of the affair I'm having with Darryl. The only man I ** is Darryl and the only man I even WANT to ** is Darryl. What we have is ** and it's hot and it's secret and it's sometimes even reeeeeeeally dirty, but I truly believe it is love. I love him. No one may understand this, but in all the ways that really matter to me, Darryl is my husband, and he has been since the first night he penetrated me with that overheated black supersprayer of his. Yes, he does own me. And God, I love him owning me.