Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

I must admit that there is truth in what you say, and my daughter probably sees it better than I do because she knows Herman better than I do: maybe he WOULD manipulate her now and dump her later for somebody even younger. All I see is this magnificent black creature with what looks to be a gigantic ** and all I feel is the sexual energy he emits. She has from the beginning been inclined to keep the baby, even though I have advised her to go with everything Herman wants, and Herman has been calling her at least twice a day every day since last Thursday trying to prod her along toward "wiping that dirty thing out of your womb" to make room for his child in there. Sometimes I think I am even more aroused by Herman than she is, though both of us are equally aroused by your plan and both of us clearly see its beauty and warmth. My thinking is that Herman can surely get this from nearly any married white female he wants, and if my daughter passes, some other lucky young white girl will catch that bus and it won't come back around. Herman really is an amazing ** prize and he's accustomed to white women doing whatever he wants. I still don't know what my daughter will do, but I can tell you this: if it were me in her position, I would have let Herman drive me to the abortion clinic last week and we'd be that much closer to his ** dream. And mine.

Really,Herman should knocked her up long ago when he had a chance.To show him how special she is,she should make him wait his turn.If he really values her,he will be patient and wait. If he does not wait and doesn't want to,too bad-he can keep looking and he will find plenty of women to carry his baby. If she gets the abortion and he impregnates her months later,he will always view her as easy,spineless and trashy and abandon her anyway.As things stand now,she has already conceived and may not seem as "pure" to him. Even merely saying "wiping that dirty thing out of your womb" degrades both the baby and the mom.Its some sort of subliminal mind control at the subconscious level.Its designed to make your daughter feel dirty,see the fetus as less than human(thing) and do whatever to clear her womb for Herman's more "human" baby.The twice daily phone calls should not be confused with caring;they are designed to pressure your daughter to do something urgently.Such pressure will make her relent and abort. If he really valued her, in a more positive way,I feel he should use more appropriate language,respect the fact that she is pregnant and patiently wait.He can ** her twice daily if he wants. You gonna be entangled in this mess and your good relationship with your daughter will be ruined for life.Your husband will get wind of it and for sure, you will lose points in his eyes.Your son in-law and family will view you as the worst in-law ever.With that said,I think your position, as a mother, should be to encourage your daughter to keep her baby and wait to see what Herman does later. Don't be the person your daughter is gonna be telling "I hate you,you made me kill my baby".You can be ** Herman now,keep him busy till the daughter heals up and is ready for another baby.While respecting the fact that a woman has a right to choose,in this case,I feel an abortion will be unwarranted, unethical and plain wrong and hurtful to your entire family.

Apparently I pushed her too hard to abort, so as a show of rebellion, she decided to keep her baby and let Herman wait. She believes that Herman will still take her back even if she has the baby but I repeatedly told her no, that he wouldn't and that he would absolutely go find another white girl - OR GIRLS - who wouldn't soil her body with something trashy and white in her womb. He told her he wanted that wiped out of her, and I told her that she should do as he said, regardless of whether or not her husband would agree to raise it. When Herman talks about the "purity" of the paternal line, it really sounds like poetry. I pushed her every day, trying to encourage her to be with a man who loves her and can care for her like Herman does and can. I told her over and over how much happier Herman would make her than her husband. Finally, one day about a week ago, at my house, I was trying again to convince her to abort "that dirty thing", as Herman always calls it, and she looked at me really strange and told me that she finally realized that I was pushing for her to have Herman in her life because I want Herman in MY life. She said she was going to keep her baby after all, and she hoped Herman and I would be happy together, "because I'm done with both of you". She said she'd still talk to her father and see him, but wouldn't come to the house when I was there, or ever call me, because she knew I wanted her baby dead so that I could ** her black lover on the side. "You don't need to have him on the side anymore", she told me, "you can have him all the time now." But she said she wants me to remember something important, "I can have him anytime I want him, and if I decide to do it, I'll take him from you." That's the last thing she's said. I guess you were right after all.

Sorry,not sure what happened,but my reply to your update is above your update.

Ohhhh my goodness... I saw it coming.I new this was going to turn ugly,I felt it,I could smell it,I could taste it from a far.Your daughter is no fool.I knew if she wanted Herman's seed she could have taken it in long ago,but for some reason she did not.She has good instincts.She is probably going to tell her husband(she probably already has) and she will tell her father and lord knows who else.This is very bad for you.It has shattered the mother daughter bond and any trust and love you have spent a lifetime building.Your relationship may be ruined for good.She may not even ever let you see the kid or have any time with (it)because you worked so hard to have the kid dead.My prayer is that somehow this can be salvaged.There will need to be some healing and I hope she finds a way to actually forgive you.Don't blame her..she is justified to feel angry and betrayed,as a mother you were supposed to make sure she kept her baby no matter what,especially since the baby was not out of **,or **.Lets call a spade a spade;I knew you were wrong on this one and I was trying to get you to see it soon enough so you can back out sooner,keeping it from coming to this.I am totally devastated for you.I knew that selfish, smooth, poetic talking Herman was going to cause you trouble.He can find another 365 girls in the next 365 days while you are having trouble finding your 1 ** off, heart broken daughter.May the best of everything come out of this disaster, so that you can heal,rebuild and grow as a family and as individuals.It may seem that I am not very kind to you in this reply,but as a parent,I am saying it as I see and feel it and I am hurting for you.Thanks honestly sharing the update.