Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

more later but for now i will just let you know that my wife is 16 years older then me and is black. we met and began dating when i was 16 and she was almost exactly twice my age. now i'll be 40 next month and she will be 56 the month after but honestly she has never looked older then me and doesnt now either she could easily pass for a woman under 40. you are so right about how she makes me feel guilty every time i ask even a simple question about her plans or her day or her where abouts or why shes coming so late so many nights. fortunately the kids she had while she was married before are grown and out of the house and our kids are old enough that mom doesnt have to drive them around or pick them up from things but that means that they are also old enough to be suspicious about what mom is doing away from home for so long and for so often. they ask where she is but they havent said nothing about what they think shes doing. thank god......

While in college in my 20s,I had done enough seducing and sexing of women to realize that lots of women cheat.It shocked me to bed that many single or married women and I convinced myself that to a large extent,faithfulness does not pay for a large population of men. I believe that to this day,as unscientific as my statement is. I started telling my close friends not to sit with their ** between their legs but to go out and use them while they can. I told them,it will not pay to waste time being faithful because one day,they will wake up and find their wives have been cheating. Within less than 3 moths of that earth shattering theory,a good friend left early for work but forgot his wallet. He came back home to get it and found his wife in bed with a very trusted friend of his,that also lived with him. He picked up a baseball bat,beat the guy up and broke his arm,ended up in jail after conviction. Most of those friends are now divorced or remarried,having married at a young age,either had cheating spouses or were caught cheating themselves.Two wrongs don't make a right. I am very pro-family and happy marriages.I just hate to see someone dedicated as you sound, suffer in the name of marriage.One spouse could be all faithful while the other could be cheating without remorse.I believe that your wife is up to something and your age difference could be one of the factors. Maybe she is stressed that she is getting older...either way,you will probably never feel the same way about your marriage after this.

its weird but you completely right and somehow saw it. when we started dating (actually when we started dating in public after her divorce) i was so proud of being with her and being seen with her because she was so much more mature and all my boys thought she was hot ** i was the man! and i think she was like proud of having hooked somebody like me so much younger than her. so it all fit together real nice that way. but i overheard her say something last year at an office party for my work that i thought was just a general thing but now i think fits what you say she might be thinking. she told another woman at the party who asked about how we met and got together that "he is older now than i was when i met him". i thought then that it was just something about how time passes so fast and how we grew into a happy couple together but now after seeing what you say i think maybe even that long back she maybe was hungry for something young......dameyan is in his 20s. it could be also possible that even back before last christmas she was already opening her legs to him and given it all up to him. it hurts to think about it but like you say.....if you think it cant happen to you that just means its probably already happening to you. thats where i been man, thinking it cant happen to me. ** bro .... trippin.......

So still nobody giving you any info about who is doing or not doing who?