Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

Are you off work already? Sure cant wait to hear from you.I am not sure I should take credit for waking you up but am totally flattered;you made me smile so broadly.You Only Live Once and I believe we should live life to the fullest especially when nobody else is being hurt-unless they like to be.I can see you and your hubby gonna enjoy this New You! Am waiting:)

hi again sorry to be gone so long but a part of the reason was that the holidays got in the way of being here again, with lots of family stuff happening, and part was that i have started dating more. my girlfriend really wanted me to tell my husband what was happening to just put it in his face but i decided what you said was true and that is i already have his permission and i should just use it and not run any risk of letting him balk on our understanding. before this month i had been dating only once a month like my husband said and i usually would tell him when i would be going out. sometimes it was after the fact because he said it was okay if i was out with my girlfriends and met a man that i could go home with him and i did that a few times. well during a period of ten days during december i had five seperate dates and one pickup and it was exciting but the best thing is that two of the dates and my one totally thrilling pickup were with black men and that was the best of all. JESUS! those black guys certainly know how to ** a white woman and evidently they ALL love doing that!!!! i havent stopped using BC yet but i can feel that coming. i really can feel it. i don't think any of the blacks i have been with so far are worthwhile fathers but i could be wrong. my girlfriend knows a black man who she thinks is what i am looking for in a father for my love child (or children!!) and who knows....maybe he is the man for me. and i will confess something that i havent confessed to anybody else......i have sat in my bathtub or laid in my husbands bed at night and thought about what you wrote to me so beautifully: "i just know that about 9 months or so from today, you will be somewhere in bed, legs spread wide open, hearing words like 'push, push, push, its almost out push'", and when i think about that i ALWAYS ** myself until i ** like a crazed ** in heat. obviously you really know what is in the heart of married white women. OMMFG!!

You made my day..reading your post tastes better than my lunch and is more exciting!I had been wondering whatever happened to you.Glad to know 2014 ended with a bang while 2015 is gearing to be the year of your push,push push:). I sure hope n pray your gf hooks you up with a responsible black guy with whom you can multiply like the stars in a night sky. I wish I could be around when you ** and ** like a crazed ** or when you have your legs spread eagle and uniformed professionals asking your to push n push harder. Its gonna happen because your heart and mind are sold on this and there is likely no looking back. Am happy the guys you have met have been great ** but sorry that they have not been father material. You will have time to select an awesome guy to be the father of your babies-no worry there is one waiting somewhere around you.Please keep us updated,but if you cant find a great guy around your area,you can consider me a sure bet:)