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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
i'm glad you said that about guys being told by doctors to abstain when their trying to knock up one particular girl because now i at least know for sure that he wasnt ** lying to me about it and just trying to shut me up or to quit ** me. he is really smart and sometimes that can be kinda intimidating especially with a man that has so much ** power over you at the same time. i had really thought that if mom was having trouble making a baby that it would help me to be able to give him one instead and i hoped i could of used that against her with him and maybe even be the only mother of his kids, even if all the pregnancies have to be in secret. i know he loves ** me more than her so i thought it would make him want to knock up somebody he knows can get knocked up for him. i think there is something else happening to keep that from coming true but i dont know what it is. i asked aunt vanessa if she knew they were trying and having trouble and she said yes like she had before but then she made like a joke to say that she wasnt surprised because vontay had probably been ** all of mom's ** organs to mush with that giant ** ** of his. like i said i dont know if she and vontay were ever together-together but there was something about the way she said "that giant ** ** of his" that made me think she knew about "that giant ** ** of his" in a personal way. or maybe i'm just starting to be paranoid about all this. i really just want von to be free to come back to me and for him to want to knock me up. i would rather it be that i was the only one that he breeds but i guess it doesnt really have to be that way. i think von may be the first man i have ever really loved. wouldnt that be incredible......
so i decided that i needed to get some fertility drugs, get off my birth control pills, and then go seduce vontay. if i worked him hard enough i think he would do me at least once or twice so maybe that way i could get knocked up before mom and maybe even convince him that i am the only one that should have his children from now on because i am so much younger and nastier than her. i still think something else is going on but i am not any closer to finding it out.
So you are on fertility drugs right now and off the pill and seducing Vontay? You probably did not need the fertility drugs but better safe than sorry.You are going to get knocked up quickly for sure, especially if you get him to be with you on your exact ovulation days.You will beat your mom to the finish line.But Vontay will try to have his cake and eat it too!He will not tell your mom he has you knocked up and he will have kids with both of you.You sounds like a woman on a mission and would likely not relent till you attain your goal. Best of luck. When you reply,please start at the top,its getting too thin down here:)
ok i will start over at the top like you said . . . . . .