Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

Well, it happened. He came to thevolunteer event that Tuesday night. He met me outside of the biulding and said he knew what I was there for and it was him and not to be a vollunter. I said he was right (since he was) but I told him I wanted more than that and then I told him what I told you.....that I wanted him to knock me up in time for my wedding so I could walk down the isle with his baby in me without my husband to be knowing nothing about it. That shocked him and he admitted it, and he said it turned him on more than anything. and then he said it was the sexiest thing he had ever heard and it would be the sexest thing he ever did. But he said he wanted to do that. And so we left without ever going inside the building to the meeting and he took me and ** me like no man ever ** me before. It was the best thing in my life. Ever. We met again every night the rest of the week and almost the entire weekend and we ** and ** like wild ** animals. After the weekend he said I have the best ** ever and he didn't want to share it with another man, expesially any white man. I admitted I felt the same exact way. The next day I broke up with my fiancé and called off the wedding. He was hurt and my parents were ** but I didn't care even a little. It was the easiest decision I ever made. My man and me are making plans now and I'm going to belong to him totally. I finally feel like my life makes sense for the first time in my life. He makes me make sense. I am for him now. Even though my ex wants me back he cant have me. Not ever.