Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

.....they just ** dumped some things I spent a long time writing to you..............**! i dont know why they do that............and then they posted the last things in a different order..........whaaaaaat? but i guess part of it is good because one of them was from my room mate and girlfriend saying i was acting trashy after she read things i said here......... maybe i am trashy.......idk................... i know i have been suuuuuuuuuper ** lately so maybe its making me act more like a **............gotta go.......a girlfriend of mine at work its her birthday and her boss at work is having a party for her after work.............