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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Oh my god you are so nice to write and be so nice to me! its amazing. its also amazing that i will be having a whole wekend date with my dads busines partner this weekend! my mom thinks i am spenning the weekend at melodies house. but i am actualy going to be with andrew almost the entire time. he is picking me up at melodieis before her parents get home and we are going to a realy nice hotel up by the river. he will have to go home tonight to his ** family but then he will spend tomorrow night with me and maybe sunday night too then take me to school monday morning. he told me the weekend will be ours and just like its our honeymoon. i really love you for giving me the words into his heart and letting this weekend happen. i told andrew last week that my mom is old and dry and cant give him babies but i would give him as many babies as he wants. i told him anotherthing you said to say to a man in these sitations and that was that my womb is his property. we were at his ofice when i said it and my dad was right next door but andrew got up and close his door and piccked me up and kissed me and fingered me and then he held me up off the ground and started ** me and makeng me say it again over and over that i was going to give him babies and that my womb belonged to him. he said i was too young to understand all that but i said no i meant it and i knew it because i had been with a black man who taught me it all and it was you. he humped harder and harder and he came in the inside of his pants and i squirted on the outside at the same time. he said my mom never squirts and i said to him again that she was too dry for a man like him. i want him to break up with her but i cant ask for thatyet but i will. he said he would bring plenty of condoms this wekend but i said don't you dare that i don't want none of those ever between him and me. its only about 3 hours from now until we leave. i can already feel myself in love. and its because of you.
You just made my heart throb and I smiled...I am actually jealous he is gonna get to spend a weekend with you at some nice hotel and get to enjoy you so privately with the hopes of knocking you up. But I am so happy for the two of you. Whether love or **,it sounds amazing to me. I need a lady with a brain just like yours for sure. I am delighted I have been able to motivate you enough to do something you have always wanted to do. My gf squirts and its so **!Have you calculated your ovulation days lately? Have all the fun you can have,its your ** night and probably the first night of the rest of your life.I just feel so good knowing you gonna be the happiest girl in town in the next 1.5 hours. When you have a chance,share the details with us. Ohh,by the way,if you have curfew it, means you are not yet legal,right? That could spell trouble for the two of you.
I cant even start to say all the things that happened for us on our honeymoon cuz theres just too many. i hope i will be able to say more eventialy but now it will only be what heppend on the way to our honeymoon hotel while we were in the car on the way. i didnt want to wate to have ** with him but it was still day light while we were driving so i couldnt get on him while he was driving his cuz people in some other cars would have saw us **. so instead of ** while we drove even tho I'm really good at it i just gave him head the whole time. it takes about 45 minutes to drive from melodies to the hotel i kept him in my mouth the whole time. he came 6 times while he was driving and every ** was bigger than any other i ever caught in my life. i kept him in my mouth after every time he nutted and kept him hard. that is somnthing more that i am so good at and he kept telling me that while drive up there. finaly right before we got there he pulled off the road and made me sit up. he tried to talk to me but he started crying and couldnt talk. finlly he got his ** under conntrol and he said that he had really believed while we were talking about hooking it up that we would just be in a hot ** relationship. but now he said he was in love. in real love. he said i was the TOTAL best lover he ever had and even when i reminded him that we hadnt had real ** yet he said it didnt matter. he knew we would have ** when we got to the hotel but he already knew this was true love. oh....my.....god..... i totally wanted in my heart to say the same thing back to him because i am in love. but something in my mind said to chill in every way and so i chilled it out HARD and i just sat there and thot about everything and didnt even talk. finaly after a long time i told him that was all nice but if he wanted me he would have to submit. i learned about that a long time ago and i knew i was taking a chance of losing him but right away he agreed immediately.
I told him that it would start right then and he would always do what i tell him and i would be in charge. he said thats the way he wanted things to be. i told him i wouldt tell his wife about us but i would be in charge of their marriage too even without her knowing. he would just have to deal with it. if i told him to come be with me he would have to do it evn if they were supposed to be going together to something else somewhere else. then i told him that he would have to stop dating other women. he didnt say nothing right then cuz i think he knew i meant my mom to be in that group too. he said he could break up with the others but my mom would take a few months. i said no ** way and that i would let him take 2 weeks. i reminded him that my mom cant give babies and shes old and dry and then i showed him the ** and after i slid my fingers inside and then put them to his nose he said right away he would end all of them including mom. then i said to him one more time that our relationship would be all about me and he said that was what he wanted exactly. i never thought he would be the kind to submit but he seemed like he had already been thiking of doing that. he had put his ** back in his pants so i made him take it back out and i leaned over the consoll again and have him another bj again until he came again. then we went on to the hotel which was only right around the corner from where we stopped. i will tell you more about the honeymoon later. but for now i have to do homework and fix supper for our family. i did lots of things you said were important and i will tell about them too. you were so right about so much about men and what they love and want and need. And what they will even beg for. thank you such much
I am here waiting.