Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

Well, like yousaid,the ** hit the fuckenfan when the preacher came home. He pressured her, her parents pressured her, and her siblings pressured her, and they all made her get an abortion. Her and the preacher and they family left the condo and are going sell the unit. They trying to keep it all quiet so they church don't know it. If they transfer out oftown I wont probably never see her again. This all make me so sick now.so fucken sick now. I don't want no Chirstmas.no kind of Christmas at all now. I just want my lady and my baby. **!

Found out last night they move out of the state to a different church there. Somebdy will come and move there things. Preacher took her phone off her so she couldn't call nobody. One of the neighbors tole me all that because she didnt know I was her man and that it was me the preacher didnt want her talked to. I guess it over now. I should of knocked her up as soon as preacher left town so the baby would of either all ready been born or she would not of been able to get the abortion they made her get. She wasnt even hardly showing by the time he came home so it was easy to abort. That preacher lucky he able to be away from me now. I might hurt him if he was here. I mean probably not.......but I would want to. More than anything I want my lady back. We could be together. We could make another baby.

She came back to town this week for 2 hours on one day. She got one of her friends from here went picked her up where they at and brought her to me. We loved hard for the whole two hours and she said she would come back when she can..........but her preacher husband all up her ** with his preaching ** and making her out to be a ** but she know she not and I know...... and if she give me another chance....... i will knock that ** up so hard that her husband will ** from it.... i want her so bad now...

She came back yesterday and we both want our baby even more now. Next time she come to town......I will knock that ** up......