Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

This isn't my thread or response, so excuse my dropping in without invitation, but I wanted to offer my perspective on one part of what you two are discussing. I divorced my first wife when I learned she had taken a black lover, and I hated them both for what they did to me. Or what I thought they did “to me”, when (as I only learned later) in fact they never gave me a thought at all. I thought he had ruined my family on purpose, seducing her into something she didn't want. I found out a few years afterward that she had done precisely what this nice white near-40 lady above described so perfectly: she begged for it. She had to have it. He simply made available to her something that she longed for and required. I realized that in retrospect, and understood that he really was good to her, and good FOR her, and in ways that I simply could not be. THAT was a very rude awakening, and an embarrassment, to know that she had to go looking for, and BEGGING for, things I could not provide. We all know what those things are, things that could only be provided to her by a black man. If I had understood that when it was happening, I can't say with certainty today that I would have stayed then, but I can say it would have made a difference in how I handled it. The lady above understands that, and I'm certain that the OP understands it: when a woman begs, a man will provide. Begging changes things. And a white woman who needs a black lover will always beg. And the black man will always provide (as he should).