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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
No, thank YOU for all your work here. And I hope you continue this incredible forum. I'm male, black, 39, divorced, and I've had some of the same experiences you've had. Married for 10 years to a great black lady, two fine kids. She divorced me because she found somebody who "tuned her up" better than I did. Gotta say, though, that it took me several years longer than it should have for me to get over that (if I'm over it, that is). Since that blew up, I've dated several white women, many of which are married (gotta say that I really LOVE the married white girls), but haven't had any children with them yet. Also like you, I want to have that experience. I hope to find one in whom I can stir that awakening you described (and have experienced) and I hope to make her start craving babies. So ** **. THANKS again.
When I filed for divorce from my first wife,the mother of my grown daughters, it felt like the end of the world(I was 31). It took me forever to get a hold of myself. Part of it was because I was just bad;women were always after me and I could not say no. She was always catching me in some mess,so I felt 60% responsible for our imbroglio. Slowly,I recovered. The official reason the wife gave me for leaving was that i met her and gave her kids while she was too young (18,19),turned her into a wife soon after, that she had not experienced life. That was very hard for me to swallow,but I had to. You will stir feelings in some nice lady, and find yourself feeling comfortable and accepting the past and living with it in your future.Best of luck and thanks for saying something:)
I'm glad to hear that at least few of the clouds have silver linings: that helps to hear from someone who's been in this place. Some days seem like there is no "better" in sight. Thank you for that, and for the good wishes.
Best of luck on your quest. Great job dating so many married white women! I'm sure you'll find at least one to bear your child or children.