Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

When he came to me, he left his wife and ended the marriage, obviously, but he also had to give up his kids, though it WAS NOT his choice. They were all grown and not living at home, so it wasn't that big a deal, except that I was younger than all of them (and more beautiful than all the girls), and since I'd taken him from their mother, they all hated me. They can't stand to be around me, can't look at me, or talk to me, or acknowledge that I exist. Fine with me: they are all ** anyway. But the situation hurts my husband, and he had to cope with it for my account. It's just another measure of his devotion to me, but they think he's being spiteful, when what they don't see is that they are doing it to themselves. (He's considering something more punitive for them, though I'm hoping to hold it off.) We actually HAVE spoken about a child or children, though we are not close to any decisions. I may write you more on that topic later, seeking your perspectives. But for now, thanks for your input and your empathy. And for all your effort here, helping people and giving them guidance.