Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

I have met or seen a few white women that could have been potential mothers over the years, but somehow nothing happened, or has. I was a single parent for many years so I was most interested in **, and got more that my fair share. I also gravitated towards married women so I may have unknowingly sabotaged my chances of having a baby, because I did not want to cost any of them their marriage. I also believe that most younger white women tend to be on birth control (not that most black women are not), and that is why I never knocked any of them up. The white lady I talked about above would have been a good mother and I would have loved to have kids with her. I would also have done it with the very first white woman I dated; she was 34 with two white kids when I met her, and I was about 22.She was separated and going through a divorce, was taking birth control, and I was also worried that it will look funny if I got her a bi-racial child, given her blonde white kids(I no longer think like that).Although I don't think I dwelled on that because I was too young and ** crazy, while with her, to think much of being a father. My craving for a bi-racial child precede this posting, and although I have actively sought a white woman to have a baby with, I have not found very good prospects. However, I have found plenty of good black women willing to get pregnant; I have had 3 sons with two black women within the last 9 years. By the way, last month, I met a lesbian Hispanic couple in their early 20s that wanted sperm to get pregnant. They looked and sounded like would be great parents. We met at a hotel room, and I donated my sperm to them 3 times in two days. They emailed me a day later to thank me, but I haven't heard back from them again. My sperms tend to be very aggressive, so I am assuming they got pregnant:). So, tell me/us about you, and your curiosity:)

I agree with the previous poster. Had those 5 women not opted for abortion, you would now have 10 children with 8 women. And possibly 12 children with 10 women if those last two took. Truly prolific numbers!
The perfect partner for you now would be a very young (early 20's) married white woman with whom you can father at least one biracial baby. I know-easier said than done, but just focus on getting her into bed first. After a while, you should be able to smooth talk her into agreeing to bear your child. Even better if hubby is clueless until baby is born.
You've wanted this for so long now, I truly appreciate your longing and am pulling for your success! You have a lot of fans and admirers here, so keep your eye on the prize!

Thanks for the admiration and encouragement. I am focused and hopeful,although time is rushing me,lol.While I would not wan't to ruin a marriage,a married woman who would stay married even after the baby would be awesome candidate.

But so many times, you have so eloquently advised married white women to follow their dreams and longings, get with a black man and bear biracial babies. But for yourself, you don't want to "ruin a marriage." It's not much of a marriage if she has these longings and gives herself to you, body, soul and womb. I respectfully say you should follow your own advice and don't worry about any white husbands-they will just have to deal with it. You need to be a little more selfish if you're ever going to make your dream come true (and I believe you will)!