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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I knew that she knew him through her job (not that they worked directly together) and that they flirted a lot when they saw each other (I saw it at company functions where he happened to be there too) but I didn't know they were **. Yeah I believed that both babies were mine. Naturally I had doubts about the second one because of the first one but she convinced me that number two was mine too. she made me a total fool. And I was shocked and humiliated both times. I really don't know if they chilled after the first baby or not. She said they weren't still ** but shes a woman and women lie. It's who they are. My guess? He never stopped ** her. Why would he? Would you? Uninhibited and unlimited and unprotected **? Would you send that on to some other guy to enjoy? She was probably throwing that ** at him even while she was still in the hospital after number one was born. And yes the humiliation was unbelievable. Really painful. And then after the second child I just wanted the earth to swallow me up. My friends laughed at me. They laughed AT me. To my face after number two popped. Our families were horrified. Even HER family was humiliated. And yes again: I thought that number two was mine also. She had convinced me. How stupid am I? It can't be measured. But I somehow think the black guy planned it all with her. Can't prove it. But I believe it. Totally believe that. Guys like him enjoy destroying white families and white men. He's boss. He won. **.
"Why would he? Would you? Uninhibited and unlimited and unprotected s**? Would you send that on to some other guy to enjoy?" Not a chance I would pass that up!! It is so ** how your ex and her black lover planned their family, and it is good of him to help support his children, although ideally you would be still be with her and supporting her and their children. I truly hope you recover, get over your pain and move on with your life.
How old is the first child? Did you bond with him or her? If so, you should stay involved if you can. Otherwise, move on. Best of luck.
Yeh I get it. I get it. Nobody is gonna pass up good ** without any strings attached. But this cat is beyond that: he likes (maybe "loves") the idea of destroying a white marriage and injuring a white husband. Like he's keeping a ** score. He's one of those blacks who want to dilute the white race out of existence by knocking up all the white women. It would totally not surprise me in the least if he had 6-8 mixed kids with other white women and young white girls. With more to come.
So he has two grown kids with his wife, two with yours, and potentially 6-8 with other white women! ** he gets a lot of action and must have a lot of swag. I'm guessing that a ** ** doesn't hurt his case either.
Sorry-you definitely don't want to hear this-but this "cat" becomes more and more of a rock star to me the more I hear about him!
Thanks for patiently answering my questions even though you are in pain. Just a few more. After the birth of the first baby, did your wife's lover come to visit him (and your wife) while you were present? If so, it must have been incredibly awkward for you. Did he otherwise acknowledge his paternity in your presence? Did the issue of support come up, or was it just assumed that you would provide 100%? Have you run into him at any other times, and did you detect a certain smugness on his part?
** yes the dude was smug as all **. After number one came he would tell me how well he knows my wife's body and even better than I know it. "I know every date when she's ovulating". Like ** **-bragging. I avoid him so I don't shoot his **. And yeah he assumed I would stay and pay, but he would get all the **.
So did you first meet him at the hospital? Did he visit your wife and his baby there? Was he involved in naming the child (after him maybe?). And he was right about you staying and paying, at least for #1, wasn't he? I agree he sounds smug and arrogant, but I think he's earned the right to be extremely self confident, don't you?
I guess.......he got what he wanted. And now he wants more. He's working all the angles like a ** pro.