Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

I was really just planning to point out the way things have changed since 1965 by using my wife as one of many possible examples: I'm certain that many white women born that year have changed their belief systems in order to seek the desires of their hearts . . . and wombs . . . and I've now met a few. Separation was the norm that year and then came all the changes. Anyway, we had a big dinner with friends that night for her 40th birthday. A very nice but fairly tame celebration. Then we went to a music club where a 60s-70s band was playing. One of the other patrons was this tall (6'7") black guy wearing tight-fitting pants clearly displaying how big and thick and long his ** was (literally more than halfway to his knee). He came up and asked my wife to dance and she did. They danced for 30+ minutes solid without a break. But then they danced a slow dance, and I could see him grinding on her and talking in her ear making her smile and blush. And I could see her grinding back on him. Then he took her out to his car and did her. I didn't see her for three days. After he brought her home she told me she had "a lifetime of catching up to do" now that she'd discovered the pleasures of black men and their black meat. She knows how I feel about divorce and that the marriage vows say "for better or worse". Sort of "no matter what". She demanded I stay and I have. Regarding where she makes love to these men, sometimes it's at our house, sometimes it's where they live (if they aren't married), but she also has two regulars that live out of town and come here for business -- or frequently just to make love with her -- and then they will stay at first class hotels if its on their expense account. I don't even know where to start telling about her exploits other than to say again that she is unbelievably (and sometimes embarrassingly) aggressive. I would never call her a **, but others have, at least some of the few who know what she does.