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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Unfortunately I only got one pregnant so far and to be honest I did feel smugly superior to her hubby (I was only 18 and they lived two doors down). She told me that after my thickness, she could barely feel her hubby inside her. I loved hearing that! My biggest regret is that they moved before I could give her a second baby. All the wives since then have been on BC, but I am close to getting one off her IUD as we speak.
It was an incredible feeling, and that black dude must feel it 100X over with all the success he's had with so many baby mamas. So sorry, he still is a rock star in my book.
I know it's wrong but I guess I can understand why and how that "wrongness" makes the relationship and the ** even more thrilling for you and your married lovers. Does your girlfriend have any idea of your extracurricular activities? Does she sense your attraction to older married ladies? (Are you into her mother at all? [Long story about why I'm asking that.]) Does she know that you have a child, or anything about how that occurred, or with whom?
Yes, the forbidden nature makes it all the more thrilling. When I was 18, the first married lady was 27, so yes, she was older, but I'm not into "older" women, it's just that they do tend to be at least in their late 20's if they're married. (Definitely not into GF's mom). They are most attractive then and extremely fertile. If I can get them younger, so much the better, as long as they're married.
One of the girls I knocked up who had an abortion was a mutual friend of my GF before we were dating, so she knows about that one, but not about any of the others. I'm also EXTREMELY careful that neither she nor the hubbies don't find out because if I do knock them up, I don't want any trace of suspicion.