Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

So sorry to have been so inexcusably long in returning your message. Things are going so well with Carisse that it all seems like it's happening to someone else. That first night we were together was the night after Thanksgiving and it was incredible. After about two hours of life-altering ** (literally), she was laying in my arms and began to cry. When I asked why, she said that this was the best ** she had ever had, and that I ** her "like you love me . . . or are trying to breed me . . . or both". She asked if she was right about that and I said "yes, it's both". She asked me to simply say it, and so I told her "I love you and I want you to have my babies". When I tried to explain that I know our age difference would be a burden for her, and that my age could be a problem in having children, she stopped me and told me to "just say the first part again, please, please, just say the first part again", and so I said it again: "I love you and I want you to have my babies". She told me that she would get off her birth control and stop ** her boyfriend -- and even move out on him -- whenever I told her. She said she would prefer that we just cheat for a while, because she loves cheating, but that if I said so, she would stop taking her pills, stop ** her boyfriend and move if I said so at that moment. We agreed to continue cheating, however, I've already made plans with her for Valentine's Day, and I think she knows that's when I will tell her what to do. I wish I could explain to you how good this child is in bed, but there simply are no words for that. He skill and her appetite are off the charts, but her energy and eagerness are beyond even that. I never thought I could find someone to replace Lila (my white lover that died), but this girl more than takes her place. I love her and never want to lose her. My concern, however, is the impact this will have on her education, but again, I'll have to write about that later. Thanks so much.

I'd almost given up on hearing from you again! I am thrilled at the progress you've made with that hot white girl. She must be so tight! I'll also take some of the credit for egging you on-lol. Of course, she wants to have babies for you and you will be more than happy to oblige! Her live-in BF is white? Is there any chance he would stay with her and support her biracial baby? I hope that you can keep your marriage (if you still love your wife) and enjoy Carisse and your new family as much as possible on the side. Lots of black men do this successfully. If her BF agrees (a big IF), you'll also be off the hook financially. First, she needs to use stealth BC with her BF while fully opening her womb to you and your seed. At her age, she is so fertile that I doubt it will take you more than a month or two to knock her up. Men are still highly potent in their 50s and 60s I'm sure. You will finally be blessed with a beautiful biracial baby and BF will get the shock of his life!

You are 58 and she is 20, right? Almost 3x her age! There's something that's so ** ** about that, combined with the race difference that makes it one of the hottest things I've heard. Imagine walking around with this young white girl arm in arm while she's heavily pregnant with your child. I really hope it all works out for you and that you update us a lot more frequently.

The OP should definitely be encouraged by your story and will hopefully do the same soon.

You and I obviously share a vision of what intense sensuality looks like, because I frequently think about being with her while she is VERY pregnant with my child: that is a thought as beautiful to me as anything I can imagine. More beautiful than any artform and more loving and heated than any **. Perhaps I shouldn't admit this, but I often ** with that thought in my head, and when I do, I ** like a fire hydrant. But I must admit to you that my relationship with Carisse may not continue as I had originally intended, because I would be interfering in her educational plans. As I mentioned, she's been interning at our company, but what I didn't tell you was that she plans to graduate in June, and had planned to start grad school at a much better university in a far-away state in the fall. She told me after we became lovers that she now wants to remain at her present college and enter a masters program here, because she wants to be with me (whether or not I stay married) and not a thousand miles away, particularly if we get pregnant soon. She seems happy with that result, but I'm not. As you point out, I am THREE TIMES as old as she is, and any postponement of her entry into the other university will void her acceptance, and almost certainly terminate her scholarships. I love her, even more than I did Lila, and she is a MUCH better lover than any woman I've ever had. I want her, yes I want her very desperately, and I want my babies in her (which she wants as well, for now) but not badly enough to steal those opportunities from her, opportunities which she worked incredibly hard to secure, long before I put my ** in her and began to fill her with seed. In my more rational moments (although most of them are crowded out by my desire for this child and her body), I can see that I have to step back and step away, and any other choice is pure selfishness. I haven't told her this yet, but soon I will have to. It will break my heart, but I have to.

I totally admire your unselfishness. I should share with you that late December 2017,I complited all the requirements for my 3rd graduate degree. It has been the hardest one to get,and took so long.I am now looking for a job all over the country,not so sure what to tell mky loving gf. In short I somewhat undestand your reasoning. But all that aside,having a baby cannot necessarily thwart the young lady's academic plans,women are very creative and I am sure she can figure out a creative way to get her education and have your baby.I have a daughter who finished undergraduate with a son,and is now in graduate school.My other daughter is chasing her BS with 3 kids. Almost always,I have been going to college while I have small kids. Many other people do that. You may be the only man in the world whose kids this lady wants.If you deny her that opportunity,she might end up hating men and end up childless.With scholarships,her life will be so much better and easier.

Yes, I don't ** much anymore (like I did when I was a teen-3x a day), but I must admit that this young white girl heavily pregnant by you has driven me to that! Every instinct in my body says just do it. You had said that this would be the pinnacle for you, and you'll probably never get this chance again. She is of legal age and very much wants a baby for you. As the OP points out, lots of women pursue degrees with one or more children-it's more difficult but not impossible.
On the other hand, your incredible unselfishness has touched a chord with me. It kills me to say it, but maybe now is not the best time for her to have a baby. It's a really tough call.
The OP is quite a bit older, and I'm sure much wiser than me. He has already weighed in, but I'm hoping to hear more from him as he is in a very similar situation to you, has had this same longing for a long time, and tends to give wise, insightful advise. Good luck in whichever decision you make, my friend!

Where in the world have you been? Nice to read your fine well reasoned reply. Which gf is pregnant now? Give me the juicy updates please. This guy is on the right track.He will have a baby this year for sure.I bet you he never saw this coming.I am so happy for the brotha.

Hey OP-I've been on here and posting, but with no names it's hard to tell sometimes who is saying what. Since I'm a white dude knocking up white women, I didn't think it would be of interest to people on this page. But since you asked-two pregnant now. One is my live in GF and one is Lisa, my married GF. Funny thing is, I had practiced my wording and timing on my GF just to get a reaction and make it smoother for Lisa to say yes-and my GF bought it! Right before she came, I said I want to fill you with my seed and give you a baby. She said, "Yes, yes!" Same exact scenario with Lisa, with the same result a few days later. So they are both due within a week of each other!! I'll probably marry my GF in March before she shows. Lisa and I are super careful, and I don't look all that different from her hubby, so he'll never suspect. My biggest disappointment is my second married GF, Ashley, who first said yes then kept backing off. I cut her off until she changes her mind, and she's texting me every day, but she's not getting any more of my ** until she agrees to have a baby for me. So my dream scenario of three at once won't happen this time, but I'm really excited about the two I have, especially Lisa.

I almost this update...I was just curios why the numbers were different but no new posts at the top.I decided to go down further and figure out what is happening somewhere in the bottom. Happy New Year,awesome developments for you,causing me to be excited for you,with a tinge of jealousy,lol. It is your best chance ever. I am looking forward to ALL the updates:)