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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
(sigh......) I wound up marrying a white man, who gave me two wonderful kids. Sad to say it, but he doesn't make me squirt (I have to do that on my own, when he's not home). I'm sure this will shock you, but I've never cheated on him. Not once. I can't say the idea has never occurred to me; yes, I've had both the urge and the opportunity. I've just not done it. However . . . when I read these postings from black-satisfied white women . . . it does remind me of my black past . . . it does make me think about black adultery more seriously . . . and it also makes me crazy black-** . . . :)
I think you have been waiting for me all along-I want to be your first:)
What do you crave most when thinking about having a black lover?
The thing I think about most is that black teacher I mentioned who took me in high school and showed me that I could squirt. With him, it was the length of his **, how it pressed against my cervix and swiped my walls going in and coming out. He ** me so good till I could NOT even stand it. But maybe the equal of that was how he KNEW what he was doing to me, and how much I loved it (and loved HIM), and how bad I needed it. That put him in control, and maybe that was just as important. (And I loved calling him "daddy").
Waooooo! that just jolted me back into memory lane to way back when. This is the guy hubby knows nothing about right? By the way he took your virginity?
My husband knows nothing about the teacher because my husband came later, and I never told him about the teacher (and he was my teacher in more ways than just one!!). My black lover didn't take my vaginal virginity, but he did get the ** cherry. And he taught me so much about love and life and **. He was everything to me.