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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
No you didn't lose me! LOL! I've just been working a lot of extra shifts.Like now I'm just coming in from the job and I'm going to sleep for a little while before going to apicnic in this afternoon later. I appreciate your being interested in my life and I'm sorry you don't have a girl like me in your life but I know you can get one because I'm not so much unusual so you will probably find one soon...…..but you have to look for us and just come get it!!! LOL! Anyway here's onething that maybe is a little sort of different about me is that I have always always always always always ALWAYS dated older men even from the beginning whenenver I started up dating.Older men just know how to treat a girl andmore so they know how to take such good good care of your body in **. People look at a girl with an older guy really weird but I always was proud to be with an older guy and I know for a total fact that the guy is prouder to be with me and likes to be seen with me not just despite the age difference but also because of the age difference too! That is just natural and even more so when the young girl is white and the man is black.They love that! THEY LOVE IT! Somewhite guys can get alittle weirdout over the age thing but some like it. So anyways that is one thing about me that maybe you didn't know about and maybe that's interesting but probably not. LOL! But that's just my life and that's how my life gose! So anyway okay that's all for now and have a Happy Forth of July!!! Don't eat toomany hot dogs or blow yourself up with firewoks. And be on the lookout for a hot and ** girl with black babies like me!!!LOL!!!!!!
Oh God I am so glad that you came back here again and told us more about your amazing life. You are so ** and so mature and I just love reading the things you write! I hope you will keep on doing that for us and telling us more about what you've done and what you're doing! It's amazing that you knew you needed older men and black men just because your body said so! I really think that's more mature than a lot of women 2 or 3 times as old as you. I hope you had a great holiday too. I went with my wife and kids to a lake we live close to and rode paddleboats and had dinner and then watched fire works. It was okay, but can I just be honest with you? I was thinking about YOU the whole day and wondering what you might be doing and whether or not you were having ** and I was wishing it was with me! I know that is selfish of me but I can't help it: I just want you so bad and so much, and I think about what our relationship would be like. I would let you keep going black and never get in the way of that because I know its so important to you and I would love being with you and know that you spend so much time making love and that would make me so excited but also so very proud of you! You are amazing and you have an amazing life! Thank you for writing back again!
I'm very sorry if I said something that was offensive, or if I seemed like I was coming on to you. Its just that you are such a wonderful girl and yes I would want to be with you but I would never be pushy to you or make you uncomfortable. Anyway please write more about your life if you want to. You are teaching us all some very important lessons about life and we don't want to lose that. Thanks sweetie.
Nono you didnt offend me any.I just cant always get here every day. But I did want to say to you that you should not let yousefdevelop feelings for mebecause I am not someone you can have a relationship with. I have to be honest with you because you are being so nice to me so you deservethat at least! there are some white men I date sometimes but its allfinancial. I know that sounds awful but they know whats what and they are okay with it. all of them wantto leave there wife for me but they know i wont do that.it will never be permanent with them.when I get horney or need love or just want something hot and nasty i'm going to go black. every time. every single time. that's my life.and I would never have a baby for a white man.not.ever.not,once. I know you probly think i'm a ** now (my dad says so) but I knowwhat I love and what my body needs.there are other girls out there like me and you can get one who will give up black for you but I wont because I cant.my body and my heart would never let me do that.I'm sorry if that hurts your feelings I dont mean it to but its just who I came out to be in my life. its the way God made me. He made me for black men.every part of my body craves blackness inside.I havethese white men in my life and yes we make love but I dont let them get serious. I think you probly want a girl even younger then me and you probly wantt it to be serious but I just cant give you that. so please dont be hurt over me PLEASE!. You seem nice and I know there are are lots of girls who love ** like I do and I am sure you will find one better and more beautiful and smarter and SOOOOOO much more sexier than your wife and she will have plenty babies for you without your family ever knowing nothing. Just look for girls with black babies and be nice to them andtake them shopping and buythem nice things and treat them like you treat me! you will find love and happiness!!!! I swear it to God!!!
When I first wrote to you, I admit that I had some wishes (or fantasies) that I might one day meet you and be involved with you. It was a long shot, especially since you are so perfect. But you really speak to me in a really personal way and it is how I felt. Actually I still feel it. I could and would be happy to be one of your white sugar daddies (do you call them that or do you call them something other?) and yes I will still hope for that, supporting you while you go out with your black lovers or "bulls" (is that offensive for me to use?). I have looked for girls "like you" but there aren't any -- NONE -- that are really "like you". So after re-reading for the bazillionth time all the beautiful things you have written I will just say to you that I love you, and that I will be available to you whenever and wherever you want me and for whatever you want me to do for you. Let me just say it again: I love you. I really do.