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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
May I interject here without having been part of this conversation? I'm so pleased to see that you realize you still have a responsibility to black women, and aren't so focused on your quest for white mothering (and white **) that you overlook us. The two black women you mentioned MUST be taken care of and they deserve to have what they want from you. You have to see that these ladies don't just want babies, nor do they just want black babies: they want YOUR babies, and you have to oblige. You have to. You really must.
The one already sending you her fertility/cycle data? You have obviously subliminally encouraged her in the belief that you will be with her and soon, and will impregnate her promptly. The other will contact you tomorrow and will begin a similar process regarding informing you of her ovulation and her availability. n the same way a child's delivery can be scheduled, so too can its conception. She is even more eager than the first, though she has come to the party late. Care for them both. DON'T YOU DARE NOT GO ON THAT VACATION!!!! Give them what they need and what you want so badly: to spread your seed further throughout the nations. You owe it to them both. Yes, you OWE it. After that, whether or not they want to stop at 1, you won't "owe" them any more than that. But for the love of God, darling man, why would you deny it to them? Why would you deny it to yourself????!?
I really admire your welcome interjection, hehehhe! You have sure made my evening. I had a rough day at work, rain started pouring down as soon as I got into my car and shut the door to drive home, I ate dinner by myself while watching pre-recorded 530 national news, then listened to local news about tornadoes and all that,then I decided enough of that and came to my laptop for some solace,and there you were! Not sure why I didn't feel upbeat but while thing about it here, I think it is because I am feeling overwhelmed by the developments of the last 2 days. For one, the 25-year-old told me today and 1 pm that she is ok with me being with her and she wants 2 kids, possibly a boy and a girl. She is a school teacher and at that age, a few years younger than my youngest daughter. Last night, a good friend over there that I was telling about my dilemma said the 25-year-old is too young for me, he suggested a 37-year-old high school teacher. He sent me her pic, phone number, text messages between themselves, and even a recorded phone conversation so I can listen and see if I like her voice. These are 3 fine looking college-educated women with good jobs in local standards. I think I may be biting more than I can chew, lol. I have been responsible for my kids though and I will always be involved and supportive. Being a father is one thing I love to no end and can't give up on. If you juxtapose the events of the last few days and my 6.1 years of craving a baby with a white woman, you can see how impossible my bi-racial mission is, although I am not giving up yet. I have many hours to burn and I have saved them for baby-making. I can't fail these mothers-to-be or myself. I can see 2020 kids and mothers for sure.
I'm so sorry if I made you think I wanted you to give up on having children with a white woman or women. No, that is not my point or my purpose. I want your seed spread far and wide, black and white. But please just don't stop knocking up those fine black ladies. And do not believe -- or allow your friend to make you think -- the 25 year old is "too young" or the 37yo teacher is "just right". NO!!!!! I think you already know that you should impregnate them both!!! And that you must also give one or more babies to the 35yo. All black children! Purebred black babies!! ALL BLACK!!!!!! You can surely still pursue your white dream, but oh my sweet dear delicious black darling! PLEASE tend to those fine black ladies!! Please work them HARD and don't stop EVER! I'm so sorry to hear that you had such a bad day, but please don't let yourself think of it or feel it was any type of omen or warning or sign. You need all three women, all three bodies, and you must go after them and get them. YOU MUST!!! Please make it your goal to schedule that vacation during the coming week. Set it up so that you cannot change your mind without losing or forfeiting money. Make it impossible for yourself to cancel the trip. Those women need you and you must respond. You must inseminate them. You must impregnate them! ALL OF THEM! You really must. I hope the coming week is better for you, and I hope you work ** lining these ladies up......with their legs open. Stay in touch with all of them. Call or email every day. EVERY DAY. Ask about their cycles. Ask about their GYN histories. Be interested in their bodies. Keep telling them...."I'm coming there and I'm ** in you and we are going to have a family." Please keep me posted on your progress. I want 2020 to be YOUR year! If the mothers of any of your current children give you any grief, you send them to me and I will make them understand how important -- how vital -- it is for you to be breeding.
Good to hear back from you again. I did not think at all that you wanted me to give up on the white woman. I clearly understood that you were urging me not to forget the black or any other race of women that I normally don't talk about. We are on the same page on this one. To address the financial commitment part you are talking about, I actually spent time yesterday shopping for a ticket. It may have been around the same time as when you posted your reply. I haven't bought one yet, but I need to buy it as soon as I can. I was doing that based on convincing ovulation dates I received from the 36-year-old lady, and since nobody knows her, I will post dates to give you an idea;
Oct 5, 2019 - Oct 10, 2019, due date, July 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2019 - Nov 7, 2019, due date, Jul 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2019 - Dec 5, 2019, due date, Aug 27, 2020
Dec 28, 2019 - Jan 2, 2020, due date, Sep 24, 2020
Jan 25, 2020 - Jan 30, 2020, due date, Oct 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 - Feb 27, 2020,due date, Nov 19, 2020
I will try to get other dates and integrate them into a workable schedule, and then buy a ticket. I will need lots of energy, lol.
I really love your mind and the way it works, and the way you organize your thoughts. THAT IS SO RARE!!!!! We are, sadly, becoming a dumb species (whites AND blacks) and dumber people. But you brighten my outlook and my view of us as a people and as individuals, and so you give me hope. This is the reason that you really must keep breeding, black mothers and white mothers alike. You cannot stop: you must breed until you die. Your intellect and your way of thinking must continue if there is to be a better world. So yes, you must keep breeding.
There are two things I probably shouldn't tell you, but I want to tell you so here goes. First, when I read your message above, it was still a couple of hours before sunrise here. Hubby asleep in our bed. Our final child (a daughter; the others are off on their own) asleep in her bed. So I went upstairs to the shower for the guest bedroom, turned on the water, and masturbated furiously, thinking about how -- for several months to come -- there will be three happy black ladies walking through the world simultaneously carrying your pure black children inside their black bodies (yes, you MUST do all of them), following the three best acts of conception in history. Those women are going to get the best ** of their lives!!! And the second: if I were still in a condition where I could have children, there would be FOUR happy black ladies walking through the world carrying your purebred black children. I wouldn't let you NOT knock ME up: I would get on that black ** and not get off of it until there was a little black baby up in there.
Just booked my flight few minutes ago. Dates did not line up quite as well as I wanted. I arrive Dec 4th and looks like the ovulation ends on 5th. But I will be there for Dec 28-Jan 2 ovulation dates. I have many others to worry about. Its soon going to be sowing season,God willing.