Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

My husband can divorce me if he want to but i won't ever give up the black man

Please tell us why you prefer a divorce over giving up your black lover.

It's a very very very long story, so I'll just say that I had an encounter with one particular black man about 12 years ago that cemented what, to that point, had just been an inclination and instinct and interest and indecency. After that point, my life and my heart and my body were no longer my own: they belonged to black men. Secretly, but certainly.

You sound resolute. I admire that. Sounds like all has been very lovely to your whole being. He's a lucky man:)

It seems to me that you would like to cause trouble -- perhaps serious trouble -- in one or more white marriages. What I don't understand is why.

I intend to cause no trouble in any marriage, just bless it with a bi-racial child:)

I think most white husbands would not consider that a blessing.

I think some would...not all would for sure. Maybe all the women would.

Speaking for the white women, I think nearly all would consider a black baby from a fine hard black man a true blessing. I know I would.

My man is hung like a horse and he treats me like a **, which is why I love him so. If he told me to leave my husband and my children, I would be gone today. Especially if he told me the same things you want to say to a white woman in your life: give me your womb. That is love.

How did you manage to hook up and surrender your whole self to this horse?

We met at a work-related seminar I attended about an hour from where I live, in the city where he lives. I noticed him right away, about six rows ahead of where I was seated. At the first break, I moved to an open seat on the row immediately behind him. At the second break, I said hello to him when he stood and then I stood and began some mild flirting, making my interest rather evident. By lunchtime, my ** were virtually dripping, and he could smell it. And he knew he was going to get it. He knew that because I told him two things: (1) I'd reserved a room at the host hotel so I wouldn't have to drive back and forth for the second day of the seminar; and (2) I had come to town with the intent of not sleeping in the room alone. Neither of those things were true, of course, until I met him, when they both became true. So, I guess I had identified myself as a **, which is why he immediately began treating me like one. But to be honest, I immediately WANTED to be his **, and that's what I am, and I'm happy to be that man's **. I'm also happy to have him use me in ways I've never been used in my marriage or in my life. My surrender to him has been a natural thing, from the start, and not because I "decided" to do it. I think he just sensed what I am by nature and he took it, and I've grown into it, with his guidance. Ultimately, I would love to be married to him, although I know it won't ever happen. But I'm perfectly happy to meet him once or twice a month at a hotel in the city where he lives, or where I live, and to give him what he needs from me. And what he deserves from me. I've never been with a man who was close to being as hung as he is. Not close. How could I not surrender my whole self to THAT? But there is so much more. What I feel for him has been, almost from the very first night, true love. You remind me of him, and so I'm sure you understand my feelings. And I'm sure you've given them to other women.

I havent gone to church in a few years.A co-worker kept pestering me to go and today I attended.I saw so many amazing things that I was even so shocked;short or very short skirts and dresses,ladies sitting carelessly,many hanging cleavages....I said help me lord! I have two kids mothers who are 20 years younger than I:)

I'm so happy that you are taking action and seeing the possibilities that are out there! Soon, I think you will have children mothered by girls who are more nearly 30 years younger than 20 years. As a female and a mother, I have to say that idea excites and arouses even me! I can totally see you with a very VERY pregnant white ** your arm. Then, after she's delivered her baby for you, you'll have another child with another white girl. And then, another. And another. You'll be surrounded by mothers young enough to be your children, and they'll all have your children at their sides and in their arms. Ever since I first read your post just above, I have been thinking of that family photo. And of course, in that photo, you'll have another young ** your arm, who you are grooming to be the mother of your next child, not yet pregnant, but wanting to be pregnant, and who will BE pregnant because she'll begin ovulating the next week. And one can see in the photo, that she knows it, and you know it. One can even see your ** straining against your pants, wanting to get into that white girl. Your ** is going to become famous. And white girls will be knocking at your door. And unzipping your pants.

.....yeh.........same for me....with my black bull love...every time he ** me..............he ** me til i **...........**....

That is just exactly how I feel too. Some days I just want to get on my knees and beg him to knock me up. My husband would totally have a heart attack if he did.

All those animals sure know how to do us, don't they!!! I mean **!!!

White women are all crazy. That's why you got to hit it and quit it. That's where the saying came from.

Some are and some are not...I am trying to find those who are not.Wouldn't want a crazy mother of my kids for sure,lol.

They're all like me: all white girls love the bbc. And we all want black babies. You won't have a problem finding a mother for your babies. You're going to have more than you can afford to pay for.

Hasn't happened yet,but I havent lost hope.

I think maybe you aren't looking in the right places. Even though you are in your forties, I really think you should be looking for girls in their teens (maaaaaybe early 20s). You might think they wouldn't be interested due to the age and generational differences, but young girls LOVE older men, and especially older black men. (And please don't misunderstand: I'm not calling you "old", I just mean you are a man who happens to be older than THEY are.) I don't know about your area, but where I live, one really excellent hookup spot is the food court at a local mall: whole packs of girls are always around, just hanging, and hoping to get on somebody. Another would be a water park, now that summer is getting near and the schools are out. Or a church with a large outreach for young people. I'm in my thirties now, with two kids, but I managed to get myself picked up by men in all three spots at one time or other in my teens. And I even managed to get myself knocked up by and married to one of them. :) But maybe that's just me: I used to be nasty. :)

The site wasn't accepting my reply and I ended putting the comment about church above in the wrong spot. I can't repost it here for you sorry.

I don't care ** about they babys I only care about they ** and i get all i can

I'm a 24 yo black woman married to a 23 yo black man. i don't get any of this. i caught my guy jerking it to white women on **, and it has me messed up. i don't know why he'd go there, when i'm fit with booty and all that he needs. he hasn't done anything to make me mistrust him, but wtf is it about white ** and why are our black guys craving it so hard?

Although I'm almost twice your age, I'm also a black lady (still looking good, still in my sexual prime, still very active), and I've lost two husbands to the white demonesses. The first was a YOUNG white girl who was interning at my man's workplace and asked to be transferred to his division. I thought nothing of it at first, but within just a few weeks, the vicious little ** was pregnant and parading it all up in my face. The second was an actual succubus who my second husband and I met AT CHURCH (if you can believe it)!!!! She may not have been the biggest piece of white trash in history, but she was in the running: she would dress like a ** for church and sit right in front of us in the services, wherever we sat, and she flirted (also like a **) with my husband right under my nose. He laughed it off and said there was nothing happening, right up until I found them in our bed at home, doing things no self-respecting black lady would ever do. Anyway, to answer your question, I think a lot of the reason that they can't help themselves is that the white demonesses are more aggressive than we are, and they won't refuse our men anything they want. Our men know it, and they can't resist being in charge of their women, and white women make that much easier for them. They are filthy and they are ready for our men. ALWAYS.

How come you never considered keeping any one of these lustful young women as a sister wife? You could only have had just one marriage then.

I don't think you understand how black women work. What you proposed would never happen with a black woman. A white woman, a young one in particular, might do that, but we would never.

Indeed in the US, I have never met black women in a polygamous marriage(except in affair situations). But when I have visited Africa, I have met many black people in different cultures engaged in such marriages. Some men there have many wives and they seem to live happily, if not cohesively. Some women have wives of their own. I don't get the impression that you would want anything like that but I asked to see what your views were on the topic. While replying to you, I just got a thought; What if people allowed themselves to be involved in plural inter-racial marriages, where the black husband and wife allowed in a white co-wife/husband, and the white husband and wife allowed a black co-husband/wife? It would probably lessen the inter-racial affairs that naturally emerge in our lives. Monogamy is rough sometimes, but marriages should be natured to thrive.

This is scary as ** for me. I'm not the OP or anyone else on the thread, but also a black girl dating a black guy. I think he's into white girls. He talks about them all of the time. It's like I can't be good enough, because I'm not white. I KNOW what he really wants, and it ** with my mind really.

What does he say when he is talking about white girls? What do you tell him when he talks about white girls? What did he say to you to make you fall in love with him?

Did you have a heart to heart conversation with him about this?

….when i first started dating blacks i could never keep one they kept dumping me....then my big sister taught me that i had to lick the ** and ** the ** and that worked. in fact now i have like 5 that i date........the prob is that even tho they are all older (in like in their 20s and 30s) but i want somebody your age. now i read you and may be the thing i should do is get off the pill (mom says NO!) and just straight up tell the older blacks i meet that i want the hook up AND the knock up...… just say 'i want your ** babies dude! is that the secret to get with men like you?? i mean ** **! i want the guys like you and right now they don't go for it..........my sis says never tell a guy you want to give him the womb but i see girls here that do it and the men come at them like the ** pamplona bulls!

There's just something about an intellectual black man that makes me weak. And the thing about an intellectual black man that makes me weak ALSO makes me wet. If you get my drift...…. :)

I'm very glad to see that you are back in operation (we all are): you've been missed. Welcome back! Stay active!

Black men are all men. White men are all boys. That's why so many white women -- especially the married kind -- are going black and not coming back. Who can blame us?

What have you been up to?I know there is more to you than that statement, lol.

I just found this page today for the first time, even though I've been reading ConfessionPost for nearly two years. It inspired me to share my own experience within my own family. Many years ago, I was having an extremely dirty affair with a young black man I worked with at that time. One evening, my husband was away at his camp with friends and I had my lover over for dinner and some fun (his wife was working). Following dinner, we were going at one another on the sofa in the family room -- like animals -- when my married daughter walked in on us, knowing her father was out of town but having no idea that I was cheating. I freaked when I knew she was standing there watching us, and she freaked as well. But my Black God never missed a stroke and never stopped until after he'd given me two squirting ** while my oldest daughter watched us. When he was done with me, he ordered her to strip, which she did (he's forceful and gets what he wants from all white women), and he went to work on her, driving her to five consecutive ** while I watched them. The story becomes much longer at this point, so all I'll say for now is that my oldest daughter eventually led him to my youngest daughter (very very very young at that time) and she now has three mixed children for him and my older married daughter has one for him, to go with two white ones for her husband. Seeing how much my daughters love their "little ** babies" I wish I'd found this Black God earlier when I could have started a mixed family of my own.

Yours is simply the type of stories you see on tv and simply get smitten. I have no clue exactly where to begin. Are you still married to your hubby? How come your married daughter did not just run from the sight of you getting pounded by some strange black man who is not her father? How did she manage to get sucked into agreeing to strip for and have ** with him? Is she still married to her hubby after having a bi-racial love child? How are the sisters getting along and which sister is the lover still sleeping with these days?Are you still riding him?

LOL. You really see right through things. That's amazing, but you cut to the heart of the matter right away. Yes, as you've hinted at, my husband is rather clueless and dense, isn't he? First, he and I are still married, and he has no idea of my level of adultery during our marriage, either in general or with this particular black God. My guess is that he just doesn't want to know, although my lack of a black child allows him to believe that I haven't done what our daughters have done. He's not terribly bright but he does love me, so there's that. He also hasn't connected the dots with the girls, so he doesn't know that their "effects" arise from the same "cause", meaning he doesn't know that one God has built a family within ours. No one else really knows that either, although a couple of the girls' friends have guessed (and one has seen/experienced evidence, first hand, which is a long story). The older daughter didn't run from the scene of my "in flagrante" poundings because she was so stunned by the sight of this man and his body and his meat. I don't know if she stayed because she hoped to get on it herself or just because she couldn't turn away from him, but she certainly became his property standing in the doorway watching him entering and exiting her mother's body, and then got on him herself. She wasn't pulled in: she was eager (and she was good). She is still married to her white husband, though it has taken some counseling, and some threats from her (and my) lover. He insists that other men raise, care for AND PAY FOR his mixed offspring: he refuses to do so. And speaking of which, our youngest daughter is still living with us, so my husband is doing his bidding, although they have never even met. The girls get along just wonderfully well, and they love the fact that this same man -- with whom they both still share their bodies -- fathered ** kids for both of them. As for me, I guess that story will have to wait: I'm out of space.

Have you watched your youngest daughter get a pounding from this man? Hiw did the youngest get involved and what age? We would live to hear ALL details.

Today is March 28, 2019, and it's the first time in weeks and weeks that this space has been open again, after being shut down by ConfessionPost, whose treatment of this blog and this man is really shameful.

Thanks for dating the re-emergence of this blog. I had actually lost hope on it ever coming back. I have used many search engines to find it but I could only find the headline, no comments. I have no clue why it keeps disappearing and emerging after a long while.04/07/19.OP.

Exactly one month ago today, my husband and I met a very young black man (I won't share his age or name) at a Super Bowl party. Long story short, we invited him home to engage in ** with me, thus giving my husband something he'd wanted to see me do for several years: ** a black male. I had been ambivalent, and unenthused. To cut to the chase, in the midst of some extraordinary **, I reached down between my legs and removed his condom, insisting that he finish in me without protection. My husband freaked, the black boy accommodated, and then I came, too. Before he left, the boy told my husband -- with my support -- that he would be back anytime he wanted to, and that my body belonged to him now. He told my husband to stay off me, and to begin sleeping on the sofa in the family room. In the past month, he's been back 19 times, spending the night with me each time, and I've not allowed my husband to touch me. In private, the boy and I have been discussing my ceasing taking my pills: he wants a mixed baby and he wants it with me. My husband would go nuts if I turned up with this kid's illegitimate baby, but I'm MUCH more concerned with pleasing the boy. I want him happy. Your thoughts?

You are a very lucky white wife for sure. Every time I read a reply/post here,my mind races with endless thoughts and scenarios. So if your hubby saw you taking the condom off the young lover's shaft,I know he is worried you want to get knocked up.I know hes has counted your BC pills or the condoms in the house and the math may not add up for him.He has possibly asked you, or imagined, that you are up to something with this young bull who has spent 19 nights with you in isolation. So I know you could possibly get pregnant. What has your hubby been thinking on this subject for the last month? Isn't he getting tired of sleeping on the couch?Have you stopped taking bills so far? How did you happen to interact with the lover at the game,what attracted you to him,and made you invite him over for **?

Hi! It's so nice to hear from you! And to know you're back and posting once more! Thanks for ALL that!!!!!!!!!!!! So, with lots to write, but only a little time, I'll give it a go, and then try to visit again with more data. First, the Super Bowl party and our introduction to this creature. At first, as I said, I was not thrilled with the whole idea, even though the boy was very attractive and not a typical black guy (sorry if that sounds racist, but you probably understand the observation). And he was certainly attentive to me, even though I was one of the oldest women present at the party. Once he got wind of my husband's urge to hook me with a black man, the kid got pushy, which I didn't appreciate at first, until I realized he was doing that to get control of my husband, recognizing him for a typically inferior white guy and frightened by an assertive black male: his awareness of his sexuality and its effect on hubby was arousing. But honestly, when he started pawing my ** and **, I got filthy fuckwet, and he knew it (he said he "could smell it", which I didn't quite believe, but could not quite resist; do you think that's possible?). That's when my body took over and my mind followed my body. Anyway, my husband invited him home because we had the house to ourselves that night. But the boy didn't wait to get to the house. While my husband drove us all, the kid pulled me into the backseat and drove my head down on his ** and gave my husband the play by play, while I gagged and choked leaked spit on the biggest ** I ever had. He had me naked by the time we got home and had me behaving like a **. Like HIS **. I was not myself. And he was in total control. And he knew it. And so did my husband. (More later, when possible.)

I really don't understand why this blog continues to be blocked. yes it frequently talks about matters of intense ** and deep infidelity but lots and lots and lots of people engage in both acts and its allways spoken of here respectfully and to seek the original author/expert's advice, not in a prurient or abusive or salacious way, but in a guiding way. this is a place of comfort and encouragement, and it's far bettter than any of the counseling or therapy i've ever had, and i've had lots of both, none of which was nearly as helpful as this. i'm not sure but i think this man is a doctor or at least an experienced professional, and i know for sure he's helped literally hundereds of people deal with their issues and has guided their lives so beautifully. i hope that confessionpost will realize this and restore the page and all the advices here.

Thanks for the sweet compliments. I had no clue a simple confession would turn into a long lasting blog with so may readers and contributors. Based on the replies,I feel like many people's lives have been transformed based on what they have read here.I thank every reader and contributor who has been here for the last many years.OP.