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Happy but sad?
I'm really happy now that I'm single. It feels good to be able to do whatever I want and go where ever I like with who ever I like. I enjoy the freedom and I pretty much don't have to worry about anything or anyone. I haven't really been single since I was about 15 and I'm 24 now. I had small breaks and by that I mean only weeks at a time in between boyfriends. This time it's been about 4 months since my ex and I broke up. I have so much fun now that I can actually go out and party without feeling guilty or getting bitched at. I was feeling pretty good about my new life until last night. I realized I was falling asleep alone and for some reason that hit me really hard. I forgot how nice it is to have someone next to you when your day is over with. Now I'm totally confused, but I think I'll get over it. I also found out my ex was dating someone new, who I actually know from a while back. She's completely unattractive and a terrible human being. She's a ** coke addict for god sake. I think I'm pretty cute and I treated him like a king and for whatever reason I got treated like ** and she gets treated like a princess. I definitely don't want a relationship at all, I guess I'm just feeling lonely and slightly upset over seeing how good he treats his cokewhore and being reminded of how horrible he was to me. I just don't get it.. :(
Some guys are incapable of dating a girl who's better than they are. So, he went out and found somebody worse. You're too good for him. Sounds like a cliché, I know, but it's true. You were too good for him, you can do better, and now you WILL do better. Congratulations.
It's very clear honey that you want to be free from this ** but your heart is still broken for him. You need to move on and forget about him and his crack **. It's hurting you and it shouldn't baby. Just move on sweetheart. If it makes you feel better pick out his best looking buddy and do him, and do him so good he'll tell the whole world (and your ex) what a wonderful lover you are. Nothing spells "get even" better than a romp with his best friend! And don't forget honey, at 24 you have the world by the **. You are in the driver's seat girl. You have the one thing men want more than money. If I had one of those I could have ruled the world. LOL. Be strong honey.
Keep in mind, that just because what YOU see is that he treats her like a princess, doesn't mean that isn't all an act. Maybe thats exactly what he wants you and everyone else to see. But what happens behind closed doors is something you'll never know. You say he's an ** right? He just might be trying very hard to not show it.
It takes time to get over any break up. Enjoy your new found freedom. Reconnect with friends and yourself. Being alone may be uncomfortable, but that feeling is temporary and somewhere in that uncomfortableness you'll find your independent self. Your ex moved on, let him and don't compare yourself to his new girl. Chances are he is not ready to be alone. Don't date someone to date someone or because you're afraid to be alone. You won't always be single. When the time is right, someone way better is going to come along.
Yeah, I figured he'd move on. It's not that I'm particularly jealous or angry at him or her I'm just kinda confused as to why he treated me so bad. I know I won't be alone forever honestly I'm not looking for any kind of relationship I'm just trying to have fun for now. :) thank you for the kind words
It will take a little while to get used to sleeping alone but you'll get over it. In the meantime enjoy being single. You're young yet and once you're ready you'll have no trouble finding a guy who'll treat you with the same love and respect you show him.
I think I know that deep down I just have nights where I struggle. I really am happy that I'm single I definitely enjoy it I'm just so used to being with someone it's just a huge adjustment. But thank you :)