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Hi im a married white woman, who has been meeting a single black guy. other than kissing and hugging nothing sexually has happened.. he wants us to sleep together, i find myself weakening i want him too. i love my husband but want this black man so bad. im split 2 ways & confused.
My wife's oldest niece is a 17yo white girl. She dated a white boy for six weeks - SIX WEEKS - when she was twelve, and since then it's been nothing but black adult males. I always thought she was a cute girl, but a little too "out there", in several ways, including the fact that she's only dated older black guys. Well, now she's 5.5 months pregnant and, obviously enough, the baby is going to be black, and for reasons I can't explain to you (because I don't understand them myself), I now find her incredibly beautiful and unbearably sensual and **. I mean, **, this skinny girl with the swollen belly? How can I possibly think this is the sexiest thing I've ever seen??? I don't get it, but there's even something in the way she walks, and in the way she talks, the way she moves, the way she lays on the sofa. We had Thanksgiving dinner at her parents' house yesterday and I had to go into their back bathroom twice to **, just to keep my erections a LITTLE bit under control. I don't understand how EVERYTHING this girl does suddenly turns me on beyond belief. By Christmas she'll be even bigger, and unless something happens between now and then, I may have to avoid her altogether, for fear of telling her how hot I am for her and how much in love with her I am. She's driving me wild. My wife, unfortunately, has never excited me like this, pregnant or not. This girl just makes me ** crazy for her.
Ummmm.....look at your wife. She loves you, cares for you and carried your children, now go look in the mirror and see if it is really worth it.
I know, I know, I know....you're totally right. Totally. And I doubt that anything can ever happen between me and my wife's niece, but I can't help feeling what I feel or wanting what I want. And what I feel for the girl is love and what I want is her body........her very ** pregnant body. The father, whoever it is (she says she doesn't know), isn't in the picture, and I fantasize about leaving my wife, marrying this girl, and raising her baby as ours. The girl and her pregnant body are driving me insane. There are days when I can think of NOTHING else.
So you can't be helped. You're a worthless F. Time for you to put a gun to your head then.
Right on my friend.