I am so tired of everything
I am so f****** tired of being thrown to the curb. I'm supposed to listen to everyone else when they get p*****, but if I want to complain about something, I get screamed at and told off. MY F****** COMPUTER NEEDS TO BE FIXED!!! I haven't mentioned it in months, and you b**** me out when I bring it up and tell me that I need to stop talking about it. I don't even know what the f*** is wrong with it. I'm turning 18 in literally 4 days and I'm still treated like s*** every day. If I listen to f****** MUSIC, I have to turn it down so low that no one can hear it, and I already have hearing issues. I wouldn't expect you to care, though. You're too wrapped up in your stupid f****** abusive husband to care about me. It's totally okay for some a****** that you've been married to for 5 years to verbally and physically abuse me, especially since I'm just a 'stupid little b****'. And it's even BETTER when you make an appointment for ME to see a psychiatrist when he's the one causing all of our 'problems'. It's totally okay that the woman there said that if not for the fact that I'm almost 18, she'd be calling Child Protective Services on your husband. The fact that he terrifies me means nothing. Nope. After all, I'm like paper. I feel nothing. Even if I did, you wouldn't listen to me or care, since I've tried so many times.