Not really sure if this the right category but who cares- I confessed.
I have the biggest thing for a teacher at my school- everything about him just suits me. He's f****** gorgeous. I daydream about him all the time and it's honestly one of the most annoying things ever. Not to mention of the dirty thoughts I have about him- he just looks like he'd be great in bed. I just want to get him out of my head- but he's every f****** where. I see him every morning before class, when I'm walking down the hall in between classes, and after school. Every time I see him we always make eye contact and it's just like 'f***'. It's like my mind is subconsciously aware of him- I look a certain direction for whatever reason and there he is looking at me or turning to look at me. And it's always a lazy 'I'm too cool' look which also drives me crazy. I can't pinpoint if it's the way he just looks at people or if he's figured out my crush on him and is just like 's***, not this girl again' or if he's like me and puts it on to hide he has any interest. That's what I do, I act like I don't even notice him, but yet I feel like my crush is written all over my face. My friends say he looks at me sometimes when my backs turned and I just have this feeling that it's not all that crazy for him to be interested. Is it possible he could be into me in some way or am I just some crazy cliché teen? I'm just crazy, right?