I'm afraid i have very few friends. i
I'm afraid i have very few friends. i live on a college campus as a first year and for the first semester i was doing well, talking to everyone and going on fun little outings. but now as the year is ending most people are moving out and none have even asked me if i would like to live with them in apartments. people who i once thought were my friends are joining their own small groups of friends and i m left with nothing. i have no small group of friends, everyone has left me and i feel so lone.i hate this. my only consolation is that someone will read this, that im not just bottling this up inside.as im writing this i hope to god one of my so called friends will knock on that door and ask me to hang out or to do something. but they dont even seem to want me as a friend let alone as someone to live with them. why is this happening to me why do i feel so bad.i want to end my life because it is not happy, i am not having a good time. but My family, the only people who seem to care about me would b so dissapointed. if only there were some way to end this. i hate being lonely. i hate this..