Fantasizing about past molestation
I'm a guy, just a bit more than 40. Many years ago I was, not raped, but coerced into being molested by two older boys. And over the last few years I've recalled that act in my mind, and oddly, I find a great deal of pleasure in it. The act went like this...
The three of us had been at a park that didn't get many visitors, we all went into the concrete block building that had bathrooms and the older boys took off their clothes, and told me to do the same. At first I thought this was going to be just some kind of goofing around. Then the stood, sandwiching me in between them and told me I had to stand in positions while we counted to 100. So faced "P", and we he rubbed is d*** around mine, while behind me "L" rubbed his d*** around by butt cheeks. The next position "P" turned, and I had to rub my d*** around his butt cheeks, while "L" continued to rub his d*** around mine. I could not help it but my d*** tickled as I rubbed his smooth cheeks and I got hard. They thought was pretty funny. The next position had me turn and face "L". "P" took up swabbing his d***, not around by butt cheeks, but up and down my crack. I started by rubbing d*** heads with "L" and eventually "L" turned and I had ran by d*** up and down his butt crack.
And that was it. We dressed and went back to the neighborhood, and never did anything like that again.