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Fantasizing about past molestation
I'm a guy, just a bit more than 40. Many years ago I was, not **, but coerced into being molested by two older boys. And over the last few years I've recalled that act in my mind, and oddly, I find a great deal of pleasure in it. The act went like this...
The three of us had been at a park that didn't get many visitors, we all went into the concrete block building that had bathrooms and the older boys took off their clothes, and told me to do the same. At first I thought this was going to be just some kind of goofing around. Then the stood, sandwiching me in between them and told me I had to stand in positions while we counted to 100. So faced "P", and we he rubbed is ** around mine, while behind me "L" rubbed his ** around by ** cheeks. The next position "P" turned, and I had to rub my ** around his ** cheeks, while "L" continued to rub his ** around mine. I could not help it but my ** tickled as I rubbed his smooth cheeks and I got hard. They thought was pretty funny. The next position had me turn and face "L". "P" took up swabbing his **, not around by ** cheeks, but up and down my crack. I started by rubbing ** heads with "L" and eventually "L" turned and I had ran by ** up and down his ** crack.
And that was it. We dressed and went back to the neighborhood, and never did anything like that again.
I had something similar happen to me, I was 15 and used to hang around with a couple older guys, one was 18 and the other 21. There was a park hereby and we used to use the toilet there. There was never anyone around and the 21 to asked if we masturbated, I just shrugged my shoulder so he said that mates did it with each other. Soon the two had their ** out and were soon hard, the 21 to had a huge ** compared to mine they were both mug bigger than me but seeing this and then asking me to join in and I was soon doing it too. The 18 to asked if he could touch mine and I said I'm and touched his as well. Soon our trousers were off as we were rubbing ** with each other, very soon and the 21 to had me turned to run with the other while he played behind me, I was really enjoying it and soon his ** was looking for my ** hole, with some spot he eventually and very slowly got it in without much pain, it wasn't long before he was pumping hard and grunting, he stopped with his entire ** inside me and pushed hard and left it there holding me right to him. I remember ** shortly after him and thinking at the time that I was probably gay. I am now a married man with kids but I secretly like men as well. I did it a few more times with both of them. Beautiful experience
Do you want to do this again but be penetrated?