I'm better than my wife
There is no one I can tell this to. My wife isn't good enough for me and I wish I could leave her to find someone better.
She's a selfish little b****; she only cares about herself. Most nights we do whatever inane and simple things she wants to make her happy. I take an interest in her life, I listen to her childish complaints about work, we watch whatever TV show our movie she wants, our go out, or play board games. I basically just honestly want her to be happy. Even if it's not something I enjoy I do it.
I'm great in bed; I know her body very well and I know how to make sure she enjoys it. She's always been satisfied with our s** lives, we f*** two or three times a week and she chums five or six times. She doesn't contribute much though and I usually need to picture another woman or my wife being a f****** s*** to c** a second time. I think overall I'm a good husband, I make sure she is happy and has a good life.
But she doesn't deserve me. The things I ask for get dismissed. If we both want something then her wants trump my own. I wish I had a woman who could put pleasing me first. I wish I had someone who treated me as well as I treat her. I wish I believed in divorce because being alone would be preferable to being ignored.
She knows what I want and she doesn't give two s****. I wish I had never married her. I don't want to hurt her, she isn't malicious, I just deserve better than what she is capable of being.