I Miss Him
I haven't spoken to my father since Monday January 27th, 2014. 123 days. He was angry, aggressive, a hypocrite, doesn't pay child support, didn't support my gay brother, chewed tobacco, and was overall a bad person to be around. But all the sudden I am in tears on the floor shaking because I miss him so much. I don’t know why or how to make it stop, but all I want it a huge bear hug from my smelly father.