I just got out of what my friends called a bad relationship. I had known my boyfriend since we were little and it seemed like he truly loved me. He had moved to Arizona so we were trying to work it long distance. He was kind of demeaning to me and when i didn't do what he wanted he would call me untrue things. He'd call me things like a b*tch who f*cks everything; when he knew i had been raped by my older brother and one of my cousins.It got to the point where my friends basically said I had to choose between them or him. I feel like a terrible person because I always hurt somebody.