Emptiness

I have become an empty shell of a person with no real personality. I adjust my behaviour according to whom I'm with and because of that kind of shifting, I don't know what my real personality is. I am a 'well-rounded person' according to my peers, but having little knowledge and skill in everything is actually proving to be disadvantageous. There's nothing I'm particularly good at, nor anything I am incredibly passionate about so now that I'm in university, I don't really know where I'm heading in life. I got here because my parents forced me into further education but I was without friends for a long while and although I liked my classes, nothing stood out to me. When I take the time to look inward at myself, I come out with nothing. It should scare me but my level of apathy is so high at this point that I literally don't care. What happened to me?

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  • Psychology or accounting! Money is a great cure for boredom & poverty sucks so do your best! Good luck!

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