Opening Up Only To Become Closed Again.
I hate falling in love with someone because I get very codependent. In all my relationships, the person says they love me and wanna date me.
I end up dating them and falling for them, only to have that person break my heart by dumping me after 6-9 weeks of dating.
I've had 6 boyfriends, and my longest relationship lasted 4 months, from 5 July to 20 November 2012.
When I get my heart broken, I say "F*** love! I'm never dating again!" Then someone new comes along, and that someone ultimately becomes my boyfriend.
I have a vicious love cycle where the same things happen in threes: I start dating them, open up to them emotionally, and then they dump me.
I'm turning 18 in August. A psychic once told me I would settle down at age 26, and would find Mr. or Mrs. Right at 17.