I love my best friend and my boyfriend.
So I have a boyfriend. We've been dating for almost four months. I really like him. He's cheated on me twice in the first two months of our relationship. I forgave him. But I have this friend, whom I've had strong feelings for longer than I've dated my boyfriend. I just found out that my friend really likes me. And today, we kinda sexted. And I'm pretty sure we're going to hang out again soon. But this time, when we hang out, I think we're going to be doing more than just hang out. He wants me to give him a b******* and he wants to finger me and stuff. And I really want to do all that with him too. I mean, I have more feelings for him than I do for my boyfriend. But my boyfriend's still amazing. And I don't know what I'm going to do.