I hate myself for loving her.
I've dated this girl for three years, it ended not to long ago for me. But for her, it ended months,possibly a year before she told me we should break up. She said she fell out of love with, the things she thought she loved about me where things she hated. After that,I couldn't feel love. I tried to find someone, but each time I'd think of her and my mind would go crazy. We are still friends today, but we fight so much more over petty things. Its so tiring crying every night. I feel not good enough for anyone. I was so lucky to get her and now she is gone. Problem is, I still love the f*** out of her, so much. I tell her that and she tells me "she doesn't know what she wants." now, I've found someone I like but I'm cheating on my ex. So, I feel I'm still with her and can't stand to feel the same feelings for someone else.