Depressed and don't have anyone to talk to
I'm 18 and I feel so alone. I mean at my age you're suppose to be going to parties, going out on dates, meeting new people and not worry about being anti-social. All my friends are all attending college and I'm taking a gap year and always indoors. I can't tell anyone my problems because to be honest no one cares. When I search for ways to be more social they say I must be able to go places and introduce myself but seriously it's easy said than done, I mean I don't even have a boyfriend. I'm a shy person and I can't just be open face to face, I always die inside. Maybe I'm depressed because my father abused my mom or I was bullied at school?
I really try to be sociable but people really don't want to talk to me not that I'm not attractive. They say I'm intimidating because I'm quiet. Even when I'm with my friends, people talk to them and not me :(
I really feel like something is wrong with me!