I would literally kill right now to be
I would literally kill right now to be able to LOVE a woman who loves me, for real. It's sad, for I have been made a fool. The woman I married, the one I thought I loved, has not been there for me the way a woman should be for her husband. I am literally hanging by a thread, a point where I never expected to be. What a waste of a Life. But then again, I am not worthy of anyone's love. It's disgusting and I am sick...Goes to show that no matter how hard you try, nobody matters to anybody but to themselves alone... What I wouldn't give to just die now....If I only had the GUTS...
** at mail order brides!!!!!!!
Don't be weak. Be courageous. Live the best life you can... You will attract a woman that mirrors the love you develop for yourself. Be strong. Life is a gift...
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