I've never been lonlier
After a semester off I transferred schools last semester. It was the 2nd half so I had to focus mainly on getting money together and my grades there wasn't room to join clubs or anything. Well now it's the new year and I have no friends here. I sit in my room in bed every night and smoke until I can't feel anymore. My roommates refuse to include me in any activities in fact unless we're having direct contact they act like I don't exist. I have never been more miserable and lonely in my life I don't even know what to do anymore I just want things to go back to the way they used to be. On top of that I gained weight so I'm not even getting attention from guys anymore. I just wish I could drop out and go back home to working now even though I live in a dead-end town and work a dead-end job. It was better than what I'm doing now.