I am only 13 and i cut my hips. I have tried overdosing on sleeping pills, drinking abunch of energy drinks and killing myself. I have friends and they make me happy but when im alone all i want to do is cry. I hate my life which is stupid because im so well off. I have a family that loves me a roof over my head and food to eat I should be happy. I cant sleep at night becuase i have sleep paralasis or however you spell that so all my teachers at school think i cant function right. Im ready to just leave.