Jelously and Tired
I am newly married and we dated for a good 4 years. I know my husband loves me and I love him, but he has so many health issues and they make the easy normal things h****** him. He has bad body pain and it hurts him to hold my hand.. On our wedding day after we spoke our vows he told me that he felt nothing. He didn't feel happy that we were married and he didn't feel emotionally there at all.. He hardly talks to me its come to be the same thing every day "No you cant do that." "How are you." and odd "I love you" but he will talk to his ex on his phone for hours through text. Honestly I feel jealous and I shouldn't. I have been finding every excuse to be out of the house because of this.. I know I shouldn't feel this way but things were different between us until the day of our marriage. I just am feeling drained and mentally exhausted. I honestly don't know what to do because every time I bring up my feelings it turns into an argument and a "You have no right to feel that way." Im starting to think that this relationship is not worth the emotional pain I feel daily. I need advice and have no one to go to. Marriage consoling is out of the question because you have to have two willing people.. but I am the only one willing to go.