He has no idea
I met this guy online. Although, I never thought I'd stay on there for as long as I have, so I went by a secret identity. It always made me uncomfortable for strangers online to know who I am.
This guy is pretty much in love with me, and he dreams of searching the world to find and meet me. He has it all set up in his head how it will go and he's already made it a goal, never once has he asked me if it's what I want.
I care about him. But I don't know how to break it to him that I don't want to meet. So I'm trying to detach myself and grow distant from him in hopes that he will do the same. I know if I tell him, he'll either try to convince me or stop talking since he'd see no point in being friends anymore.
It's awful to say, but he's the one I turn to to talk about my problems. I can't express myself vocally, and when I try to the people in my life, they dont care/listen. It's easier to communicate to a screen that won't give you the pitiful face, especially when the person on the other end does care about you...so I guess that means I'm using him... I don't know what to do though.
I have tried multiple times to warn him that I'm taking advantage of him but he doesn't seem to care or he doesn't believe me.