Fantasies of My Husband
My husband and I have been married 3 years and 6 months but have only actually been married 6 months of that time. I love him dearly but majority of the time I have all these sexual fantasies that I always end up acting out alone. We used to have s** every night now it has been reduced to once a week if that. I must admit I feel like something is wrong with him. Im only 23 and he is 25 so I feel like his drive should be just as high as mine. I have no desire of cheating on him but I would be liying if I said I didnt think about past escapades that left me shaking in my sheets. Before we moved in together every encounter was like that. He gave me oral every single time without thinking twice and held back not even a little bit. Now I have to ask him to go harder or wait until he gets extremely drunk to even get a glimpse of our old s** life. When he finally asks for s** I want to say no so bad but considering it will be another week and a half before he ask again I just go ahead and do it. I honestly dont know how long I can do this.