I messed giving some.

My brother married a woman with a son. I got my ** when he danced with my at the wedding. He is the guys most girls wanted to be with, just were not that lucky.
I offered ot take him home after the wedding, and in place i took him to my house. Told him i would take him home the next morning. He ask where he could sleep, I said in my bed silly.
He said OK and I laughed. No you will sleep on the sofa.
He hooked his ipod ot my sterio and we danced some more. I let him fix me a drink, I think he made him self one, just covered it up with coke.
In a bit he and i were kissing, and a bit more he had me in my bed with my legs up.
He did not last long but neither did I. I started to ** just knowing he would soon me in me.
That was not the only time he would do that. We danced and kissed, when he was ready he guided me back to bed and did me again.
It was nice for me, I had not had a man in two years. For him I think by how long he lasted it was exciting. he did not seem to be experienced, but he looked good when he rode me.
The following morning he tired for mroe, but i told him not right now. I had a bit of remorse and worry what he might tell.
He kept his word and told no one, well no one who let it out any way. By the time they got back from the trip, we had a visit. He treated me so well, ask if he could come to my house. He met something there and wanted to spend some time. He met no one except me, but I worried he might tell my family. So I gave in.
To calm my nerves we did what we did before. a few drinks and some dancing. I must admit it did nto take much, i wanted some loving. I Love the feeling of a mans tool in me. Especially when he shoots off. It makes me feel like I have accomplished something and given some good pleasure.
he splashed in me over and over like before. Little problems holding off long enough for me.
I tried to help him but nothign worked. He said I will be ready in a minute.
I got him some condoms and that helped. He lasted longer for me and I let him take it off and finish inside. he seems to like that, I enjoyed that as well.
I have had him over several times and how he drives. When he gets the car he is at my house. thinks he can just come get what he wants any time.
I think I need to make him stop. I worry he might think there is mroe to this than just some **.