I miss the h*** out of my girlfriend. We didn't date for very long at all, only about 4 1/2 months, and that's chump change and I know it. But we had a connection before we were dating and it culminated into the best relationship of my life. She had just been cheated on and I had been there for her the whole way there. But I'm a self hating bipolar and she ended up leaving me because my emotions were too overwhelming. Cut to now while she tells me we'll date sometime in the future, yet she doesn't EVER hit me up first, and she refuses to have any real conversations with me. It's infuriating. At this point, I don't know what I want. On one hand, I really, really miss her. She's a great person. But on the other hand, she abandoned me when I needed her, and has treated me pretty poorly since then. I really don't know what to do, and I need(ed) to vent. I don't have anyone I can actually talk about this s*** with.