I'm so tired of my life right now. I'm almost 19, I can't find a job after losing my Id, ss card, and birth certificate in a fire. I don't have a drivers license (My mother held off on it) and after she died I was forced to move in with my sister who hates me because I want her to leave her husband. He lies, cheats, and disrespects her in front of her children. She makes me feel useless because I have no where else to go, I only have one friend who lives across town and now works two jobs. Although I have guys who always want to hang out with me I hate them having to pay for me. I wish I could go back to last year when I was happy and in love, when I had more friends and I never felt unimportant. I'm tired of my sister allowing her kids to disrespect me, her husband treat everyone like s***, and mocking my dreams of being an author. I'm just so unhappy that everyday I just lay in bed and cry. I want this to be over.