I'm Miserable

I'm so tired of my life right now. I'm almost 19, I can't find a job after losing my Id, ss card, and birth certificate in a fire. I don't have a drivers license (My mother held off on it) and after she died I was forced to move in with my sister who hates me because I want her to leave her husband. He lies, cheats, and disrespects her in front of her children. She makes me feel useless because I have no where else to go, I only have one friend who lives across town and now works two jobs. Although I have guys who always want to hang out with me I hate them having to pay for me. I wish I could go back to last year when I was happy and in love, when I had more friends and I never felt unimportant. I'm tired of my sister allowing her kids to disrespect me, her husband treat everyone like s***, and mocking my dreams of being an author. I'm just so unhappy that everyday I just lay in bed and cry. I want this to be over.


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  • Something great is coming your way. Just brush your self off and try again. You'll figure it out.

  • May be harsh to say however its probably what you need. Get out of bed, stop feeling sorry for yourself and get control of your life. I don't know how old you are but at least old enough to drive. That means you are likely old enough to go get a new SS card, and birth certificate. Replacements are readily available. You could also go take driver training or a test yourself. You may want to be an author but you need to get a job now and save, write in your off time. Most authors had several jobs before ever writing a published piece, and many more failed and failed again never making it or still trying. Are you in school, you should be. You won't have any credibility just writing a book. See if there are grants available and talk with the financial aid office at your community college. Life is to live and takes effort. It isn't handed out, and what is isn't worth taking.

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