okay, so i have a boyfriend. i'm still
okay, so i have a boyfriend. i'm still pretty young at age 12 turning 13, so i still like other people. there's this one person that i know i shouldn't like, but it's just hard not to. i used to hate him, but now he just seems irresistible. he's super nice, but can be mean. usually he's nice though, to me at least. i'm not sure about other people, but i'm pretty sure he's nice to them too. my boyfriend, i've been liking him on and off for a while now. we've been together almost five months, and our relationship is going painfully slow. i'm dreadedly shy, and so is he, so we're not going to progress any time soon. this other guy though, he's very outgoing, and i'm hoping that'll push me into being that way too. the problem is, he's one of my boyfriend's really good friends. so i can't just start going out with him after/if i break up with my boyfriend. he seems like he's trying to help us progress, but i don't know if he's lying or not when he says it. i don't think my boyfriend's going to do it, but if he does, what do i do? he says he's going to kiss me, but i've never kissed a guy before. i have no experience, and i'm mortified. any suggestions on what to do?