My ** crush on a blogger...

Most guys fantasize about celebrities and what not but I got a huge ** crush on a blogger in the Chicago area where I live.
I follow the local Triblocal stories on twitter. A while back one of the stories from blogger Amy Bordoni caught my eye so I clicked on it and her photo came up as the page loaded and I got a huge ** just like that. I've gotten hard watching ** or fantasizing about a celebrity but never with a random person with just a profile picture. So I did a google image search and found some other photos of her. I don't know what it is but I find her so ** **! Something in her eyes and smile just scream **!
I've kept this mostly to myself and I'm not a stalker or anything. I know she's married and 20 years older than I am but I get so ** hard when I see a pic of her it drives me crazy.
So that's my confession. I'm 25 years old and often ** fantasizing about ** this older woman that lives in my town.