I am self conscious. I seem to be

I am self conscious. I seem to be outgoing, but it is a shell. I am in love with someone, or am I? I see her or saw her once a week every week at the same place. She ignores me... it turns me on. She breaks up with he boyfriend and I wait patiently for her to get through it.
She starts dating someone else... I am lost....

This is not the first time this has happened. There was someone else. I loved her too, we got together and it was amazing. It was like a dream. She was the first one I wanted as my own after I broke up with an ex. She ditched me.

Now shes back, I am torn. I want someone who does not want me. I am wanted by someone that I used to want... still want.... well i guess I still want her but I can not trust her.

Any thoughts?

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  • love is crazy, confusing, and painful. People are always unsure of what thye want., but you can't really change how people view you.

    If their is no trust, it's not worth having. You make THINK you want her, but in the long run, you don't.

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