I have mental health issues. I appear ok usually and basically I act ok around people. Its when I'm sleeping the dreams can be horrible.
Many of these nightmares are the same kinds of dreams everybody has from time to time. Getting lost and not being able to find your way home. Not being able to locate your car in a strange place etc.
One of my more disturbing dreams concerns excrement. I'll have to go to the bathroom and excrement is everywhere. On the toilet, on the floor and in the sink on the walls. Everywhere. In other words I can't use the bathroom in my dream.
Yes this seems funny but let me reassure you the dream is as horrible and disgusting as it sounds.
Every night I dread going to bed. What will my subconcious torment me with next?