dear God, i am angry. angry at you
i am angry. angry at you. i can't see you but i have felt your presence so i know that a greater power exists.
i just want to know why.
why does my life have to be so hard.
if you can put an end to all the sickness and suffering how come you refuse?
this angers me. not knowing.
my faith use to be strong.
but i am swallowed whole by depression.
God i don't understand your purpose or even my purpose.
i don't want this life, so forgive me if i opt out of the game.