The reason I'm so angry at him is because he is a loser who never even step foot in college... got a GED because my parents who have worked hard their whole life, spent over 1 million dollars in private schools and all sorts of other s*** for him made him get a GED. He makes me so angry I've destroyed pillows thinking of him, I've had very violent thoughts of killing him. I love him, hes my older brother and Ive looked up to him so much until he became this cigarette smoking, fat piece of s*** loser that he is now. He can't work, has no perseverance, no motivation... and it makes me sad that hes gonna turn out to be some loser for the rest of his life. He steals money from me, steals my weed, steals my car keys (trust me, that didn't go far)... I have a fear that one day when were going to fight, that I'll kill him on accident.... I love him but he makes me so angry! Why can't he succeed in life? Why can't he f****** get a job and live in an apartment and do something great with his life? My parents got him a car, an apartment full rent paid for and everything paid for... and 3 months later he decides to quit basically smoking the best California weed completely free and slouching on a couch eating all day because my parents wanted him to go to college.... I f****** hate the he is!